So today at work I was bored because the system wasn't working and I couldn't work (and wasn't getting paid) and so I was chatting with a friend who told me to tell a story. I didn't have a good story on the top of my head and so I was told to make one up and this is what came out:
once upon a time....
there was a young man sitting at a desk at his work
he is usually pretty cheerful and happy to people
but not today
no. he is not very happy today
because he came into work ready to do great and make success happen
but when the system wasn't working his dreams for the day were shot down
he slowly by the minute lost patience
and the ending result was an angry young lad who is ready to punch his boss
except that he really wouldn't ever punch his boss for fear of consequence, but he can still think about it
and then of course he would probably forgive him later
that is the epitome of this man's life, he will always get over it
but sometimes he can get frustrated
but even so he is very good at hiding it and people can't always tell that he is frustrated.
but when he is frustrated, he can't control his emotions for the time being, and that is what is happening to him this day
It is sunny outside and a nice day in general, and if it weren't for this man's job he wouldn't be mad at all
and that is what got him thinking that maybe his job isn't right for him
These thoughts usually only come when his frustration is a result of his job, which is the main contributor to his anger in general anyway, so these thoughts come frequently
now he is going to go hide in a corner and cry until his emotions calm down and he can just relax. That is all it would take for him to relax, a good crying session, but he is too manly to even do that
but apparently he is not manly enough to punch someone, because in his head that is what he sees a real man doing
no, he will just wait and wait until his anger subsides, and then just move one, forgetting that he was even mad
maybe one day he will build up the courage to punch someone, although it would probably only happen if that person really were deserving
and so he sits, waiting for things to turn and for things to go his way
sad really that he doesn't take more initiative but he is okay with that for the time being
he will just hold out the storm like always, and pretend not to be mad, like always, and things will turn out as they always do
...
THE END
This was very revealing to me and actually kind of relieving to get out. It is good to get stress out, and not let it sit and boil up inside. Punching may not be the answer but I still wonder if it would be satisfying.... ;) I advise everyone to share their true feelings and write them down, even if no one else sees them it is good to get them out. If you don't like writing then find some way to express them. But just remember that violence is probably not the answer.
